what can I do to make you stay?-emily-

[ryan boyd camp]

Ryan sigh as he made his way into the park.He had his guitar case in his hand.His brown eyes canned the park as a few kids of skateboards rode by him.He smiled and laughed at the same time when he thought the first time he ever tried a skateboard that failed completly because he fell flat on his face and got a pretty bad bloody nose out of it.But now he was actually pretty good at it but he only did it when he was around his friends.He only would go on a skateboard if he had to show off to his friends or just do it because he would be drunk out of his mind.He wasn't that much a drinker since after his father.His father always drank so much and it almost made Ryan sick,thinking about his dad.Ryan could almost smell the sweet scent of alcohol and he could just picture his dad looking down at him and would through a punch at him.Ryan shook his head and he didn't realize that he was slowly walking over to a bench.

The leaves crunched under his converse and sat down on the bench.A crisp cold breeze blew by and Ryan shivered slightly.He was wearing a black bottom up,long sleeve shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows and he wore a pair of jeans with a pair of his green converse.His brown hair was still a mess,pretty much he had bed hair.He would never really brush it,only a bit but he wasn't one of those guys that spent an hour on there hair.He just thought that was werid when guys did that.He looked around and not a lot of people were out in this late afternoon day.He leaned down and unhatched his guitar case and took out his guitar.He pulled the guitar on his lap and tuned it a bit.He started playing a bit of a slow song.He started playing a song that he wrote maybe a couples months ago.

"Walking out the door this morning
Wondering what it is that?s going on with you, on with you
Thinking of a way to say I?m sorry
For something that I?m not sure I do, sure I do

So come on baby, let me in
And show me what this really is

?Cause something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me?
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me?

Hoping for a moment that I turn around
And you?ll be coming after me, after me
?Cause all that I can say is that it?s obvious
It?s obvious you?re all I see, all I see

So come on, baby, let me in
And show me what this really is about
?Cause I can?t read you
Come on baby, let me in
And show me what this really is

?Cause something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me?
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me?
Come back to me

And I?ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me, oh
And I?ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me, oh
And I?ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me, oh..."

He sanged and a few people walked by and placed there change in his guitarcase.He couldn't help but smile he loved doing this and there was nothing more that he loved,but music.

Tagged:emily johanna moore =)
Words:667
Notes:Sorry if it sucks ><

[emily johanna moore]

Emily clearly had no idea what she was going to do with her day today. She had no classes so going to school was out of the question. At first she thought about throwing a house party but, then she decided that it was still quite early in the day to start one. Sighing softly she threw on her favorite pair of purple converse before she grabbed her cell phone and house keys as she headed out the door. She thought about calling Ryan but, she could only guess he was still in bed. Emily knew how much her best friend loved to sleep. In fact she had known Ryan ever since she was just a little girl so she knew a lot about him compared to the rest of her friends around town.

Taking a quick glance around the silent streets Emily was just about to head on over to the school to get in a quick run around the school yard but, was stopped by a familar sound that she had known forever. A small sweet smile cracked gently on to Emily's lips as she looked on over in the direction of central park her eyes landing on Ryan. "Oh so he is up this early today" she thought silently to herself. Emily then glanced around for upcoming traffic. Not seeing any she quickly crossed the street and headed on into central park.

So many memories came from this one park. It was the one park where she had helped Ryan shoot his first ever music video. You see Emily always believe he would make it big one day and didn't mind helping him in the process. Since she was majoring in film making she decided that helping Ryan with a couple of music videos would also help with her film making in the process. Not with all of it of course but, like with the effects and the angels of film making. Slowly making her way on over to Ryan she heard the leaves crunch under her purple converse before she sat down beside her best childhood friend and gently rested her head on to his shoulder.

[ryan boyd camp]

Ryan really did love his life how the way it was going.He hasn't seen his dad in years and still not planning to see him.Even though his dad has been so called dying to see him.But Ryan didn't want nothing to do with him,espeically all the hurt he put Ry,his brother and his mom through.No he didn't want any of that shit in his life again.But after his dad was out of his life,his life completly switched around.Maybe a year or two after he moved he met Emily and they just became attatched to the hip,if you can that.Usually they were always together and everyone always thought they were going out.He wnated to deny that he did like Emily becase he was a junior and she was only a freshmen.He wished he could because it jsut didn't seem right to him to fall for someone and she's fifteen and Ry was seventeen.But he knew he couldn't control who he liked,he knew he liked Emily and there was no doubt about it.

Sure he had a few girlfriends in the past but they never lasted long.All the girlfriends he had just wanted to lose there virginity to him when they didn't know that he was a virgin.Sure he acted like he wasn't sometime,he drank sometimes and he partied he couldn't help it at times.But yes seventeen year old Ryan Camp was a virgin and keeping it that way,hopefully.

As he finished the song,he started playing just random notes on his guitar.He picked up his head when he caught a familar face.Ryan grinned and continued to play until he felt Emily's head rest on his shoulder.He smiled and his brown eyes looked at her. "You always know how to find me don't you?" He asked with a small laugh.He stopped playing his guitar and placed it down on the ground but let it lean against the bench. "So what are you up to this lovely morning." He asked.His brown eyes stayed focus on Emily and nothing around him didn't even look important to him,only the girl that was sitting next to him seemed like the only thing he could think of.

Tagged:emily johanna moore =)
Words:421
Notes:Sorry if its not good =b
Song:Stay-SafetySuit

[emily johanna moore]

Emily couldn't help but laugh lightly and smile at Ryan's first comment. "It really isn't that hard to find you all I have to do is follow the music and the songs I heard when you first began to write them" she spoke softly. She could remember the very first time Ryan began to write music. Just watching him write his songs Emily couldn't help but notice how cute he was. In fact she would be lying if she told you that she wasn't in love with Ryan. She had been in love with him well ever since her seventh grade. Though she never did make a move for two reasons. One was because Ryan already had all these girls surrounding him wanting to be his girlfriend and two well she just didn't want to wreck their friendship with a relationship.

She had heard stories from so many of her friends having a relationship with their best friend and once it broke up well then their friendship never was like it once use to be. Emily didn't want that to happen to Ryan and herself. But, also she did slightly wish that he would ask her to be his girlfriend. Once he stopped playing Emily just raised her head off of his shoulder and starred directly into his eyes. Everything about Ryan was perfect to her and since they were so close she had known everything about him even the part about his so called of a father.

Hearing about that part Emily couldn't help but feel sorry for Ryan. He didn't deserve anything that his father did to him and she couldn't help but wish if she ever met his father she could beat him up just the way he beat up Ryan. At Ryan's question Emily just shrugged her shoulders. "To be quite honest nothing I was actually planning on calling you to see if you wanted to hang out but your music stopped me" she spoke truthfully with a soft sweet smile playing gently on her lips. Emily then took a quick glance around the park before she looked back on over in Ryan's direction.

Soon enough she got an idea. Slowly she just took off her backpack and opened it up pulling out her camera. With a smile she looked back up to Ryan. "Why don't we try shooting another music video" she suggested calmly to him.

[ryan boyd camp]

"Hm,that is true.Man you have known me for way to long."He said with a laugh and smiled at her.Sometimes he jsut thought that Emily could pretty much read his mind.Pretty much she knew everything about him and he knew everything about her.But deep down he wished she could read his mind and find the thought in his mind,about how much he liked her.He knew someday he would have to get the balls and actually ask her out.He really wanted to ask her out but he always had to think of the negative things about what would happen if he did ask her out.There friendship could be ruin because it could be a one sided crush and Ryan can be the only one liking her.And Emily could only see him as a friend.But if they both did like eachother,and they did break up that would ruin it.And he didn't want rumors going around a junior dating a freshmen and he didn't want like sex rumors going around.He didn't want Emily to live a life like that during high school because hell he was still a virgin and he thought no one should actually go through with that.

He laughed softly at her comment. "Ha,well I guess we're hanging out now arn't we?"He asked with a smile spreading across his lips.He loved hanging out with Emily.He pretty much saw her everyday.Even if he had to even embaress her when she was around her friends.But he would always try not to laugh when Ryan would just pull Emily out of her little group of friends,and her friends would either send glares to him.He couldn't help it,he always had to see Emily.It wasn't like he was obsessed with her or anything.That would be creepy.It was more on the lines he jsut had to see her everyday or call her if he didn't see her.Ryan just wanted to know why Emily would shy away when it came to his friends.When he was with his friends,he would see her and wave to her but she never came over to him.

He raised his eyebrows when she took off her backpack and pulled out her camera.Of course she would.He thought to himself.He smiled when she suggested to shoot another music video.Before he agreed,an idea popped into his head.Maybe this could finally be the time he could actually ask her out.But to him,he can make it so much easier and he could ask her out in his own way a way that he can enjoy it. "Sure,lets do it!" He said,and stood up palcing his guitar in its case and looked at Emily."Where do you want to shoot it?" He asked,with the grin still not leaving his face.

Tagged:emily johanna moore =)
Words:520
Notes:this is going to be so cute =)
Song:Stay-SafetySuit

[emily johanna moore]

At Ryan's comment she couldn't help but smile brightly as she stood up beside him and glanced around the park. It was quite quiet here today. But, normally when it was this early the park was always quiet. Slowly her eyes landed on the fountain before she looked back on over to her best childhood friend. "Hm well I guess we could shoot it in many different areas of the park and add all the clips together how does that sound" she asked her softly. Out of all her friends Emily felt the closet to Ryan. She trusted him a ton in fact you could say that she trusted him with her life. Emily just knew he wouldn't do anything to hurt her just like she wouldn't do anything to hurt him either.

"Maybe you can end up at the end of it at the fountain you know since it's like the center piece of the park I think it would tie the end of the video perfectly" she spoke softly with a small nod of her head. That was when she reached down and grabbed Ryan's guitar case and lifted it up. He was the rock star here so she didn't mind lugging his guitar everywhere they went. "Where do you want to start" she asked as she looked up to them. Some people that didn't even know them thought they were siblings because of how close they were.

In a way Emily did kind of agree with them. Well not with the being siblings part but, they were close enough to seem like siblings in a way. Though at the same time she would only wish that she was Ryan's girlfriend. Swinging her backpack back on to her back she just smiled sweetly up to her best childhood friend. "Don't worry we'll make this one great promise" she reassured him. Emily knew that sometimes Ryan didn't believe in himself so that was another reason why she was there for him. To reassure him that one day he would make it big.

[ryan boyd camp]

Ryan loved Emily's smile.He loved the fact that he was the one that caused that on her face.He actually felt pretty damn good when he brought a smile to anyones face.But when he brought a smile to Emily's face,he just felt like he was the happiest guy alive.He was happy that he could make such a beautiful girl,smile even more. "Sounds good to me.I know the video will turn out great like they all do." He said,with a smile.He really loved making music videos with Emily because both of them would usually just goof off so it took them longer to do.But Ryan loved it because that means he got to spend a longer time with Emily,and he didn't mind it at all.He could spend his whole time with her.He didn't want to say he could spend his whole life with her,even though she has been there for mostly his whole life but he didn't want to move to fast with this because he was afraid that he could easily lose her and a guy can simply just sweep her off her feet and take her away.

He smiled again.He didn't answer her because he was just watching her at this moment.His eyes stayed on her lips.Then a thought flashed through his head.What would happen if he just could place his lips on hers?Would she run away?Kiss him back?He didn't know what to think.He just wanted to see what would happen.He let his mind completly empty,he was even thinking about anything.But his thoughts slowly started coming back when he felt Emily pick up his guitar case.His brown eyes looked at her and he just studied her.He didn't think he even heard what she saying because alll his focus was on her.Like pretty much his mind only had Emily in it.His eyes only focused on her,and no one else or anything else.

"Emily,you don't have to hold that." He said taking a step towards her and letting his hand touch hers as he reached down to grab the handle of his case.But his hand remained on hers,so post there hands were on the case.His hand started tingling,and his eyes locked with hers.Without thinking,he gently grabbed the case out of her hand,and placed it down on the ground.His eyes didn't move from her.His heart started beating,fast.He moved even closer to her.He moved a strand of hair away from her face.What the hell was he doing?He slowly leaned down.His left hand on her cheek and his right hand was placed softly on the side of her neck.He leaned down and stopped for a moment before there lips touched.He closed his eyes and kissed her.He didn't care that he was risking a lot.At this moment,he didn't know what was gonig through his head.He just only realized that he kissed her.After a moment or two,he pulled away and his lips tingled.But then his eyes widen when he figured out what he done.He took a step back and looked at her. "Emily..Im so sorry.I-I didn't mean..." He said,pausing.But then he knew if he just lied right there she would know.He sigh and ran a hand through his hair. "Fuck,Emily I like you,a lot." He said,quielty as his eyes looked at her.

Tagged:emily johanna moore =)
Words:634
Notes:AWWW
Song:Stay-SafetySuit

[emily johanna moore]

When Ryan's hand touched hers Emily just felt a tingling sensation run through her entire body. Though it was a good tingling sensation that ran through her body that Emily didn't want to stop feeling. When he kept his hand on hers Emily was able to feel her own heart inside of her chest begin to beat and pound faster in her chest. It was even starting to skip a couple of beats by now. As he took the guitar case away from her Emily just allowed him to do it without even trying to argue back. As he moved closer to her Emily's heart just began to pound and beat faster then it already was.

Though what Ryan did next kind of shocked her. She never expected what was coming from him next. When their lips touched it felt magical and well absolutely perfect. It felt like they were meant to be together no matter the age gap was between the two of them it seemed like the age gap wasn't even a concern right now. After a moment or two after Ryan pulled away Emily just looked up to him when he stepped away. She didn't want him to stop she was enjoying the kiss he was sharing with her.

Slowly she just bite down her bottom lip as she listened to the words that came from her best friend's lips. She was just about to say something but at the very last words that Ryan had spoke it made her absolutely speechless. At first Emily didn't know what to do but after thinking for a couple of moments an idea popped into her head. She just slowly closed the gap between the two of them. Once she was close enough Emily just placed one of her fingers gently on to Ryan's lips to make him stop talking. "Ryan shush no more talking" she said simply with a small sexy smile playing gently on her lips.

That was when she wrapped one of her arms around his neck and with her other hand she just gently cupped his cheek. Leaning in close Emily placed her soft lips on top of Ryan's and began to kiss him softly and gently with adding a slight bit of passion. Never in her entire life did anything feel so right. After a couple of moments she broke the kiss and stared directly into his eyes. "I...I....I....I...I...I think I'm in love with you Ryan" Emily spoke quietly as she continued on looking up to him.

[ryan boyd camp]

Ryan just wanted to keep holding Emily's hand.It just felt like it belonged with his.Like it felt perfect almost with his.He didn't want to start getting his hopes up thinking Shes the one.No he didn't want that.He didn't want to be one of those guys thinking.Oh I have a feeling in the back of my mind,Oh shes the one lets get married.Hell no,he was not like that.He never told a girl he loved them.One time a girl told him that she loved him and Ryan needed to tell her that he didn't like her.He liked her a lot but not love her.That lead to a bad break up.But Ryan slowly recovered as Emily helped him out with his heartbreakes.He actuallly hasn't had a girlfriend in a while.He has been on dates but nothing serious.All the time he felt horriable on dates because Emily would always pop in his head and he would feel horriable.Like always when he went on dates the goodnight kiss always made him know that he couldn't go out with them again because he didn't know why he felt guilty.But sometimes he would go out with the girl again just to make sure he was doing the right thing.

The thing that surprised him the most was when he kissed her.He felt her kiss back.Wait did that mean she enjoyed the kiss the kiss as much as he did?When he pulled away his lips tingled and the taste of her lips still remained on his.He wanted to kiss her again,he wanted the tingling on his lips again,he wanted the shocks that went through his body to happen again.When it was quiet for a moment,Ryan didn't know what to say.His eyes still remained on Emily trying to read her face but he couldn't.His brown eyes watched as she came closer to him and put a finger on his lips,telling him to shut up.He looked at her and blinked and watched as the smile on her face appeared.

His body felt like it when numb when she kissed him.Was this really happening to him?Was he actually kissing his long time love interest?He kissed her back,a bit more harder than last time.He couldn't get over the way she kissed him.He loved it too much.But when she pulled away,the biggest grin remained on his lips.He blinked when she started stuttering.His eyes widen at her words.She thinks she loves him?Ryan really didn't know what to think.He knew he liked her a lot but he didn't know it was actual love. "Emily,I don't know about love yet.But if I have to find out what it is.Im going to try to figure it out with you." He said,with a smile.Ryan was pretty much the happiest guy in the world at this moment.He wrapped his arms around her waist and picked her up and spun her around.He started placing long kisses on her lips,he never wanted this moment to end or this kiss to end.

Tagged:emily johanna moore =)
Words:569
Notes:AWWW
Song:Stay-SafetySuit

[emily johanna moore]

Once Ryan picked her up into his arms and spun her around Emily knew that this was something she wanted. That she wanted to be Ryan Boyd Camp's girlfriend. She didn't even care what her other friends or older adoptive brother had to say about it. In the end it was down to Emily's decision and what direction her heart was pulling her in and so far it was pulling her in the direction of Ryan. She couldn't be happier either at this moment she felt like one of the most popular girls in the entire world. Kissing him back she just didn't want this day to end. Today had to be the best day that had ever happened to her in her entire life. Not only was she spending it with her best friend but, at the same time she had let her true feelings for him go and he had felt the exact same for her.

"You know the girls that broke your heart were idiots Ry and they didn't deserve you" Emily just spoke to him truthfully. After a couple of moments she ended the kiss and stared directly into his eyes. He was perfect in her own eyes and nothing was ever going to change that. She didn't even care if her brother told her to stop seeing Ryan or stop dating him she wouldn't listen to him. There was nothing her brother could do to change Emily's mind. This was what she wanted exactly what she wanted.

Getting out of his arms she just stood beside him before she gently took a hold of his hand into her own and gave it a reassuring squeeze. Emily just wanted him to know she would always be there for him. She wasn't going to be like the other girls that just wanted to date him to get into his pants. Though she could only guess he knew that since they knew each other for so long. Emily just placed one last soft kiss on to his soft lips before she smiled and turned on her camera. "Let's get this music video done now" she spoke softly and cutely.

[ryan boyd camp]

Ryan didn't care at this moment how people were going to react to them being together.He knew a lot of rumors were going to go around school because since he was a junior and was going to be turning seventeen soon and Emily was only a freshmen.He knew what people would think.People would think that Ryan would only want to get into her pants.When truthfully,they were wrong.He didn't want that to happen.Sure,one day he would want to see what it was like since he was a virgin but not now.He couldn't lie,once or twice he thought about having sex but he just couldn't push himself to actually go that far with anyone because he thought sex should be special and not just have it out of pure bordem or thinking that you should just go out and do it because it just wasn't right.

He could only sigh at her comment. "Emily,don't say that.They just wanted to lose it,they didn't know better." He said with a small smile.He could never really talk trash about people.Only if had a reason too then ya he'll talk shit about them.But he never talked shit about girls because he thought that was disrespectful on his part.

Ryan smiled as he looked into Emily's eyes.Everything felt right at that moment.He felt like he could take on anything.He felt like he could just fly.There was so many words on how he was feeling at that moment.He just wanted to scream that he had true feelings for Emily but he just had this thought if he did some guy would just take Emily away from him.He didn't want that to happen because well if he lost Emily he didn't know what he would do with his life.But of course he didn't want to think really fast about the future because tomorrow Emily could dump him.

His looked down at there hands and couldn't help but grin.Her hand fell perfect into his.It almost was like it fit in there and it just felt great.He smiled when she kissed him again.He kissed her back softly and he laughed at her comment. "Okay then,lets do it." Ryan said,still holding onto her hand and he quickly picked up his guitar case.

Tagged:emily johanna moore =)
Words:432
Notes: =D
Song:Stay-SafetySuit